Feeling Isolated

Everything will become norm again on Monday tomorrow. No more gambling, chit chatting, rounding, and gathering...

Suddenly feel like a little empty somewhere around or in myself. Although it was kinda boring during the festival,but it will not be easy to adapt the lifestyle cultivated since the holiday started. When all stresses are released, you had to harvest them back in such a sudden manner.

Again... and again...
Need to wake up early in the dawn, rushing to prepare a simple breakfast, praying for no traffic jams, drive along any squeeze routes to U, attend lec and tutorials, guessing how much the lunch cost me, driving and squeeze back home, have simple dinner somewhere nearby, thinking of what to do, afraid of sleeping in the dark, fall asleep because of tiredness...
The cycle repeats...

I do feeling some sort of isolation. Hmmm... I shall try to adjust it, instead, I should and I must and I would.
Everything is impermanent and keep on altering.
Just wishing that everything is getting better and better...